DAMN. that damn step up picture lost my whole post. EEEKS.
wells. i was thanking the people who made my day.
and cursing the people who spoilt my day.whee.
second earhole on the left and a crown necklace. torty toychain and a free movie ticket.from stel.TANs.CHERYLyong.yibei respecively.
ohwells. thank to those who wished me happybirthday as well (:
ahahas.
had a wonderful dinner.
shall go EXPO with stel sometime later for the food fair and stuff her with loads of food (:
muahahas. im making her as fat as possible(:
ohwells. love u guys.
it was supposed to be my day. everyday is another day a new beginning after 12.59pm
thanks LEECHIN. for reaching out a loving hand. its a nice present for me. it really cheered me up.
There comes a time when you should stop expecting other people to make a big deal about your birthday
even a sincere birthday greeting made my day
i wasn't like this last time.
i guess
small incidents matured me
i've learnt to cherish things around me.
i.. suddenly felt i was loved ( since when did i became so EMO that tears kept falling out?)
thank you god. for realising my first wish i whispered into your ear. i love you god. bring me into your arms once again. are these planned for me in part of growing up? those .are they in part of your plan? even they are not. i shall make the effort to make them love me for who i am.

4 of you asked me the same question (:
i couldn't bear to say no (:
wells. i miss u guys LOADS<33
i cant wait to see four of u (:

Cedar dance chalet is on 28 november(: whee cant wait.
YANYU and HONG will be going to china on 26 november. born travellers huh (:
if went too many countries when ure young where will you go when youre old? (:

-random post
Child Stuff
When i was a child
i saw in black and white
Everything was obvious
Either wrong or right
No arguements, no pros and cons
choices were precise
Pure and joyous clarity
God gave me a simple life
So i grew and learned to face the world
Living life that way
And now i feel so unprepared
'Cause black and white turned grey
My unfaltering vision failed
Focus left my eyes
Where choices were once obvious
I can't tell wrong from right
Because now im a teenager
And nothing's quite so clear
I'm seeing through an adult's eyes
A child's biggest fear.
So far yet so near
Help me God.
13 NOVEMBER two oh oh six.
MONday. CLOUDie.
current MOOD: irritated
current LOVE: HONGKONG's garden street/ SHEN ZHEN's DONGMEN shopping street.
current HATE: homework.
current SONG: honey bunch store.

OHWELLS. i cant believe i didnt buy that puma bag. i cant BELIEVE it. hell no.
argh. printer's black ink just run out. i didnt finish printing the damn article. sheesh.
today's DANCE was wierd. really wierd. its all about expressing yourself with emotions and body movements. its kinda fresh to me. hahas.
i miss YAN YU and HONG.
i miss hhk. i so wanna go back. should tell mom i need to go for self supplementry if not i cant catch up in dance. heheh. when for the dance chalet anyways?
and i was told by the shen zhen's tourguide that shen zhen is part of GUANG ZHOU. hey. guang zhou leh. JIA could visit MEEE. whee. i LOVE bargaining (: ahahas. greedy ME.
SERENA and WENMIN will not be there to celebrate me's bday. AWWW.
mashy mashy POE-TAE-TOE
this post is so random (:

the honey bunch store
You're my honey bunch sugar plum
Yummy yummy yum and
You're my shweetie pie
You're my cupycake gumdrop snickle fickle store
The apple of my eye!
HEYS. at airport now. will be flying soon. was at the same computer last year december (: although now is early in the morning and i feel sleepy. i cant wait to go hong kong. although its only 5 days. but at least i can relax. AHHAHAS.
i got into SYF ytd. whee. but will miss the firstpractice session cause of the trip to hongkong. SAD):
will miss everyone. will be busy buying presents all day (:
i wont be posting for like 6 days. but keep the tags flowing!
i will reply soon.
ooh. its raining now.
and this computer stand is shaking. ahhh.
giddiness.
pfft. i will miss u guys. LOVES.
i cant wait to get back to school(:
1.Single,taken or crushing?
SINGLE (:
2.Are you happy with your life now?
QUITE. i prefer childhood life.
3.When you meet the right person,will you fall for him/her fast?
why not? ANYTHING can happen in this world
4.Have you had your heart broken?
yes. utterly broken, it healed quite fast thou
5.Do you believe there are circumstances when cheating love is acceptable?
if i'm really into him. maybe.
6.Would you talk to someone back if he/she cheats on you?
if she apologise. i dont see why not.
7.Have you talk to another person about marriage before?
not yet to that limit
8.Do you want children?
MAYBE.
9.How many?
one will be lonely, three will be crowded so 2 will be just nice (:
10.Would you consider adoption?
hell no.
11.If someone likes you now,what do you think will let you know his/her feelings?
HUH?!
12.Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
HMM. not now.
13.Be honest.What did you and ur EX did?
=.=
14.Do you believe in love at first sight?
YEPPS. anything could happened
15.Are you romantic?
in times for sure
16.Do you believe you can change someone?
yeah. i think i have that determination.
17.If you could marry somewhere,where would it be?
SOMEWHERE dreamy and fairytale like. maybe in LONDON's church.
18.Do you easily give in when you're fighting?
i refuse to answer stupid questions
19.Do you have feelings for someone right now?
KINDOF.
20.Have you ever wish you could have someone but you messed it up
yes. but do i need to explain in details?
21.Have you broken a heart?
yes.
22.Are you missing someone right now?
6Cians!! gosh. it has been a year.

picture of my TORTY. it swimming in the pond under sun and clouds. my fat stinky torty. but he isnt green. he is a star tortoise. heheh.















3rd NOV oh six.
current mood: retarded
current love: princess hours
current hate. yul's MOM.
current song: GUI JI- jay chou

i actually wanted to upload another goofy crapass picture of myself. bro deleted it. he says i look retarded. hmph. i like myself retarded. (:
i dont feel like doing homework anymore. i wanna get out of this stressful place before i go bonkers. seriously. a trip to any part of the world relief you from worries. the moment you step in spore's land, all the stress and pressure is back. gosh. i think a thailand resort would be a wonderful place for me to rest. hahas.
i missed yu and hong. and kert (:
im going to miss the last 3 episodes of GOONG. shit. i cant afford to miss it. ahhhhs.
i need to redo my links. and post up a quiz tagged by carina. busy me. anyway.
KUDOS TO CABBIES THAT HELPS TEH HANDICAPPED.
i saw an incident on the car. the wheelchair bound kid was waving at so many passing by cabbies. none stopped for him. den finally one stopped for him. and helped him. ahahas.
at least i know there are still kind souls in this world. its not to the extreme evil yet. (:

WHEE!

















1st NOV oh SIX
mood: calmEVIL
current love: mango pudding
current hate: RAIN
current song: Unwritten-NATASHA BEDINGFIELD

GUESS WAD? my lovely granny is also a fan of GOONG. she came today and was talking bout how cute CAIJING is (: my granny is so adorable(: anyways. tml is YANYU's bday. they will be going cruise in a few hours. sad. will miss them ): finished chinese and el hw. see? che is a efficient worker(: thanks to mom (: and her bribery(: muahahahas. i feel evil. ytd was SO EVIL. we dump books around the library. we did a "GOOD" job. muahahas. stella's shuai guy saw me throwing the books into the ...throw books section.
HAPPY BDAY YAN.
found that picture (top) from deviant art. so cute(:

"Unwritten"
I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
Oh, oh, oh
I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
Oh, yeah, yeah